Another Update | drummergrl06's Blog

Well, I no longer work at the airport.  I got fired from there for stupid reasons that don't even make sense.  Whatever.  I lost my bf along with the job, but it's his loss.  Now I work at a welding distribution company.  It's a lot smaller office and again, I have a bf that I work with.  Nobody (except maybe two people) knows that we are dating, so that's good.  Well, nobody at work anyway.  My parents like him, which is saying a lot after last year.  It is hard to believe that it has been a year since everything started going to hell in a handbasket.  I don't miss Matt, I don't miss my life with him, I don't even miss Jason anymore.  I have come a LONG way emotionally.  Yeah, I still have my fun with guys, but even that has calmed down.  It's not an every week thing or anything like that like it was with Jason.  Sometimes that sucks, but I'm getting used to it.

I am hoping to pay off the apartments early then going to take Matt's fucking dumbass to court so hopefully I can get some money back since I've been the only one paying for them.  I have school, the apartments, my car and insurance, my parents, my credit card, etc.  Despite all of that, I have been doing REALLY well financially, so I'm excited that I'm getting back up on my feet.

I often wondered how women could be in abusive relationships and not know it.  Then I lived with Matt and found out.  Now I get it and I can see more of where an abused woman is coming from.  Some good things have happened, but it's still mostly bad.

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